tot tt OJT has finish mean everything will b fine…. but NO… i still living in a very stressful enviroment…. i am suffocating every single day…. think tt one day i will die… due to stress… i told myself everyday tt i mus have confidence to go thru everyday…. but everyday definitely get scolded… my morale has not been very gd… i try to push myself but yet…. there always someone to bring me all the way down… i feel so painful… i no longer can smile as i wan le… i cant even act to smile… something already wrong in my brain system le… cannot control…. i tolerate all these onli due to one thing… my future… it realli not gd when bcos of ns life in the end affect ur future… sound stupid rite? haiish… Chee seng has never been in such pain n stress b4
pls pardon me if next time, i not as talkative n smiling cheerfully as b4…. i will b more quiet n emotionless… mayb everyday givin a face of stress n nothing else.
